"Seeing ourselves as others see us would probably confirm our worst suspicions about them." - Franklin P. Adams
Yes, i am still alive. So sorry for the lack of updates, school has been a real head turner plus the addition of the uncontrollably influxes of open houses. If you miss my blog posts you can always follow me on twitter, where no doubt i will update every day. I'm a twiiterholic now!
Well, lives been awesome, but lately it hasn't. I've been fighting with urges and patience, one of my closest friend once said to me that patience and perseverance is a person's best attributes. But seriously, it's been two years and I'm still stuck with this feeling, the feeling of being able to plaster a fake smile every single day for the last 2 years. Some would say that i should stop and get a reality check. Some would commend my patience but i don't need criticism or comments. To be just me would be enough. And to ask why i have moodswings lately? that's just stupid.
But the real idea of stupid is me, where i'm still here...driving in a never ending tunnel. Nobody really gets me, nobody gets what i am going through, what i am experiencing. The disappointments. They wouldn't be a word in the universe that could describe this. It's beyond reality now. It's a dream.
I need to stop dreaming and hoping, to stop wishing and to stop assuming.
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