Mood: infuriatedI genuinely hate exams. seriously, there are no words to illustrate the raw feeling right now. Maybe the picture can!
This week was practically hell, being the nervous schmuck i was dumbfounded by the questions. The English Lit was just argh, my ocean of vocabulary failed me, i just sat there flabbergasted. The week could be summed up to stress. And the Economics Exam today, no comment. Zaim said i was just stressing out to find the perfect answer. Well i dunno dude, when the week started, i felt like the stupidest person ever. My father kept on repeating how important O levels are in life, and i kept on repeating the sentence during the exam, i need to get As.
My resort is to praying for good results.
"What if i fail?" that also glued to my head. I am afraid that even with the losing of a few marks it could alter my future. Being a very emotional guy, i find exams terrifying. All my blabbering at some point, stress would be responsible but reality comes into mind.
I don't know what could cheer me up anymore, i just feel really melancholic and pathetic. Here i am writing down my worries and emotional frets to be seen by the world, and i don't really care about grammer on this post.
Sorry guys, its just been a backbreaking intense week for me. I needed to lift it off my chest. :(
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