I try to live my life to the fullest, to take every detail of life and learn it cherish it. But sometimes when life has no more meaning you take things for granted, you take things to climax, you become over emotional, you forget the reason to live, to enjoy life, to cherish it.
I am lost in a tunnel with no exits. I feel empty, alone. Like a car waiting to crash and burn.
It's hard to be me, try being me for a day and you'll feel it.
March means nothing to me now, nothing at all.
Friday, February 26, 2010
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Happy Birthday Bestfriend!
A HUGE HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY GOES OUT TO MY BESTFRIEND! MISTER AZHIIM LATIF! LOVE YOU TONS BRAAH. ( we were rapping to nasty girl - big notorious) hahaha forever our song nigger!!Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Happy CNY!
Starting off this post i would say my life lately has been awesome or some would like to call it Awesomely awethoooom. Apart from the neverending splurges of ice blendeds, i haven't been taking good care of my health nor have i been keeping track of my weight, plus chinese new year was last weekend and boy did i eat gallon.
School hasn't been that great lately, thanks to the mounting stress due to the upcoming exams which is getting closer each day but nevertheless i am loving February thanks to the every-week-holiday we've been getting.
So in not so many words, i am loving life right now. Trying to get even with my past, to make amends and also to live life at the same time.
And i intend to make this feeling last.
the letdowns,
the breakdowns,
screw it.
Happy Chinese New year people! xx
School hasn't been that great lately, thanks to the mounting stress due to the upcoming exams which is getting closer each day but nevertheless i am loving February thanks to the every-week-holiday we've been getting.
So in not so many words, i am loving life right now. Trying to get even with my past, to make amends and also to live life at the same time.
And i intend to make this feeling last.
the letdowns,
the breakdowns,
screw it.
Happy Chinese New year people! xx
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
To not know what you want, to not know what you need, to not know what you are.
Uncountable really, the number of times I've dealt with the multitudes aspects of life, the wallows, the decisions & the goodbyes. I love my life, i love
everything that defines it, my family, friends and up to the tiniest little bits of it. I love every aspect of every thing i decide, the bad and the good. It's just
sometimes in life, you need control over your life whether it's because life is moving too fast or too slow for you. When the world is against you, be brave
and fight. When the world looks down at you, you stand proud. And when the world knocks you down, you get back up. I have made sordid decisions in
my life, and yes I've had those times when if possible i could rewind and undo the things i regret; the what ifs, the if onlys. But here i am still hanging.
Coming from a person with only 16 years of life experience, i don't expect seriousness or reliability in my words, I'm still a novice; but what i have to
say comes from what i believe, what i live by.
Everyone hates the fact that they have quirks & flaws, for me it is what differentiates us from 'average'. It personalizes us, defines us, sculpts us.
Through life with emotions on tow, it's practically inevitable to go through hardships, heartbreaks, breakdowns as that is what life is similar to us
filled with flaws as well. There is no actual definition for life, this is because every single living thing has their own definition for it. This is why life
is precious.
You only live once, so go and live it.
Uncountable really, the number of times I've dealt with the multitudes aspects of life, the wallows, the decisions & the goodbyes. I love my life, i love
everything that defines it, my family, friends and up to the tiniest little bits of it. I love every aspect of every thing i decide, the bad and the good. It's just
sometimes in life, you need control over your life whether it's because life is moving too fast or too slow for you. When the world is against you, be brave
and fight. When the world looks down at you, you stand proud. And when the world knocks you down, you get back up. I have made sordid decisions in
my life, and yes I've had those times when if possible i could rewind and undo the things i regret; the what ifs, the if onlys. But here i am still hanging.
Coming from a person with only 16 years of life experience, i don't expect seriousness or reliability in my words, I'm still a novice; but what i have to
say comes from what i believe, what i live by.
Everyone hates the fact that they have quirks & flaws, for me it is what differentiates us from 'average'. It personalizes us, defines us, sculpts us.
Through life with emotions on tow, it's practically inevitable to go through hardships, heartbreaks, breakdowns as that is what life is similar to us
filled with flaws as well. There is no actual definition for life, this is because every single living thing has their own definition for it. This is why life
is precious.
You only live once, so go and live it.
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