Idiocracy

I try to live my life to the fullest, to take every detail of life and learn it cherish it. But sometimes when life has no more meaning you take things for granted, you take things to climax, you become over emotional, you forget the reason to live, to enjoy life, to cherish it.

I am lost in a tunnel with no exits. I feel empty, alone. Like a car waiting to crash and burn.

It's hard to be me, try being me for a day and you'll feel it.

March means nothing to me now, nothing at all.

Happy Birthday Bestfriend!

A HUGE HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY GOES OUT TO MY BESTFRIEND! MISTER AZHIIM LATIF! LOVE YOU TONS BRAAH. ( we were rapping to nasty girl - big notorious) hahaha forever our song nigger!!

Happy CNY!

Starting off this post i would say my life lately has been awesome or some would like to call it Awesomely awethoooom. Apart from the neverending splurges of ice blendeds, i haven't been taking good care of my health nor have i been keeping track of my weight, plus chinese new year was last weekend and boy did i eat gallon.

School hasn't been that great lately, thanks to the mounting stress due to the upcoming exams which is getting closer each day but nevertheless i am loving February thanks to the every-week-holiday we've been getting.

So in not so many words, i am loving life right now. Trying to get even with my past, to make amends and also to live life at the same time.

And i intend to make this feeling last.

the letdowns,
the breakdowns,
screw it.

Happy Chinese New year people! xx

To not know what you want, to not know what you need, to not know what you are.

Uncountable really, the number of times I've dealt with the multitudes aspects of life, the wallows, the decisions & the goodbyes. I love my life, i love
everything that defines it, my family, friends and up to the tiniest little bits of it. I love every aspect of every thing i decide, the bad and the good. It's just
sometimes in life, you need control over your life whether it's because life is moving too fast or too slow for you. When the world is against you, be brave
and fight. When the world looks down at you, you stand proud. And when the world knocks you down, you get back up. I have made sordid decisions in
my life, and yes I've had those times when if possible i could rewind and undo the things i regret; the what ifs, the if onlys. But here i am still hanging.
Coming from a person with only 16 years of life experience, i don't expect seriousness or reliability in my words, I'm still a novice; but what i have to
say comes from what i believe, what i live by.

Everyone hates the fact that they have quirks & flaws, for me it is what differentiates us from 'average'. It personalizes us, defines us, sculpts us.
Through life with emotions on tow, it's practically inevitable to go through hardships, heartbreaks, breakdowns as that is what life is similar to us
filled with flaws as well. There is no actual definition for life, this is because every single living thing has their own definition for it. This is why life
is precious.

You only live once, so go and live it.

We so deadly, rar!

"Everybody is entitled to be stupid, some some just abuse the privilege."

Still in my bed hair, i've been wanting to post an extra long post since my last one was 682637263923 days ago. Its just I've been caught up with something called life, too much details to write it all down. Coming the new year i'm delighted to say everything's coming back to shape, how everything in the past should be forgotten as it is as they say irreversible. So my advice is to just live life as much as you can with what you have.

So my holiday has been awesome, decorated with wonderful friends around. You can eat anywhere, chill anywhere but it really comes down to the company your with. I've been having tonnes of fun and laughter with my friends, truly one of the best ways of firing off 2009.

My losing weight scheme is going in par after all, I've been losing alot of kilos which is surprising to myself aswell. The once tight armani jeans are now loose fitting ones. hahaha, loving it!

Looking around my room, i just realized it looks like a pigsty. Clothes everywhere, perfumes on the floor, unclosed wardrobes, and loads of books tossed everywhere plus bloody freezing here. Being at home like for 2 days in a row has really affected my diet, my dietian would strangle me if he finds out i've been munching on those haagan daz sandwiches. Plus the baked spaghetti my sister ALWAYS makes! Hopefully I'll neglect home for a few days since i know how to control my intakes outside.

Think i should stop here, i'm probably boring you guys. But hey i accomplished my super extra long post even though it wasn't as long as i anticipated. And i just realized i talk a lot. ok shut it dul. haha

Happy advance New years by the way!
Hope to see ya'll on New years, ring me. xx

Merry Christmas!!

English: MERRY CHRISTMAS!
French: Joyeux Noel!
Latin: Natale hilare et Annum Faustum!
Arabic: Idah Saidan Wa Sanah Jadidah!
Malay: Selamat Hari Natal!
Korean: Sung Tan Chuk Ha!
Thai: Sawadee Pee Mai!

aim towards the sky.

This year has taught me that nothing should be taken for granted, that nothing lasts forever, that without determination & devotedness nothing is accomplished. Hopefully what i learn't this year should help me mature in making decisions and make me a much better person.


My new year declarations are simple; that is to make each day count, to forgive&forget and to strive towards excellence.

I'm tired of discriminating, judging and exulting. I am done.

Now i just want to live life.

xx
Dulo

unstoppable

The Secretary of Defense is briefing President Bush on Iraq. "Yesterday, 3 Brazilian soldiers were killed." "Oh no!" exclaims the president, "That's terrible!" His staff is stunned at this unprecedented display of emotion, watching as Bush sits, head in hands. Finally, he looks up and asks, "How many is a brazillion?"

Life has been good lately, loving my last minute random outings where i've never laughed that hard since god knows when. I've watched New Moon twice already and i'd just give it a 'so and so' rating. BUT 2012 would have to be one of my favs, gad damn!

Sorry for not updating regularly, i usually tweet it. Make a twitter and follow me.

And yes my Glee craze has affected nearly everybody i talk to, thank me thank you!

Oh yeah Happy Belated Thanks Giving and BLACK FRIDAY. Did you guys manage to shop online? i did! got my share of things. :D

update soon xx

the good die young

Inna lillah wa inna 'ilayhi raji'un.

Heartfelt condolences goes out to the family of my late uncle who passed away in the early hours of today, 26th November 2009.

Al-Fatihah

i want sushi!

I've been craving for sushi like crazy! Don't mind the picture, god knows what kind of sushi those are.

I'm craving for sushi from Takara, i still remember my sushi sungkais there where the food was fabulous. Now Takara is always or permanently close, its a pity cause i've made memories there; fun filled cherished memories ;p now i go to kaizen which is yummy in my tummy, but Takara forever is my number one.

So anyone wants to bring me out for some sushi? I'd love you to death :D