We so deadly, rar!

"Everybody is entitled to be stupid, some some just abuse the privilege."

Still in my bed hair, i've been wanting to post an extra long post since my last one was 682637263923 days ago. Its just I've been caught up with something called life, too much details to write it all down. Coming the new year i'm delighted to say everything's coming back to shape, how everything in the past should be forgotten as it is as they say irreversible. So my advice is to just live life as much as you can with what you have.

So my holiday has been awesome, decorated with wonderful friends around. You can eat anywhere, chill anywhere but it really comes down to the company your with. I've been having tonnes of fun and laughter with my friends, truly one of the best ways of firing off 2009.

My losing weight scheme is going in par after all, I've been losing alot of kilos which is surprising to myself aswell. The once tight armani jeans are now loose fitting ones. hahaha, loving it!

Looking around my room, i just realized it looks like a pigsty. Clothes everywhere, perfumes on the floor, unclosed wardrobes, and loads of books tossed everywhere plus bloody freezing here. Being at home like for 2 days in a row has really affected my diet, my dietian would strangle me if he finds out i've been munching on those haagan daz sandwiches. Plus the baked spaghetti my sister ALWAYS makes! Hopefully I'll neglect home for a few days since i know how to control my intakes outside.

Think i should stop here, i'm probably boring you guys. But hey i accomplished my super extra long post even though it wasn't as long as i anticipated. And i just realized i talk a lot. ok shut it dul. haha

Happy advance New years by the way!
Hope to see ya'll on New years, ring me. xx

Merry Christmas!!

English: MERRY CHRISTMAS!
French: Joyeux Noel!
Latin: Natale hilare et Annum Faustum!
Arabic: Idah Saidan Wa Sanah Jadidah!
Malay: Selamat Hari Natal!
Korean: Sung Tan Chuk Ha!
Thai: Sawadee Pee Mai!

aim towards the sky.

This year has taught me that nothing should be taken for granted, that nothing lasts forever, that without determination & devotedness nothing is accomplished. Hopefully what i learn't this year should help me mature in making decisions and make me a much better person.


My new year declarations are simple; that is to make each day count, to forgive&forget and to strive towards excellence.

I'm tired of discriminating, judging and exulting. I am done.

Now i just want to live life.

xx
Dulo

unstoppable

The Secretary of Defense is briefing President Bush on Iraq. "Yesterday, 3 Brazilian soldiers were killed." "Oh no!" exclaims the president, "That's terrible!" His staff is stunned at this unprecedented display of emotion, watching as Bush sits, head in hands. Finally, he looks up and asks, "How many is a brazillion?"

Life has been good lately, loving my last minute random outings where i've never laughed that hard since god knows when. I've watched New Moon twice already and i'd just give it a 'so and so' rating. BUT 2012 would have to be one of my favs, gad damn!

Sorry for not updating regularly, i usually tweet it. Make a twitter and follow me.

And yes my Glee craze has affected nearly everybody i talk to, thank me thank you!

Oh yeah Happy Belated Thanks Giving and BLACK FRIDAY. Did you guys manage to shop online? i did! got my share of things. :D

update soon xx

the good die young

Inna lillah wa inna 'ilayhi raji'un.

Heartfelt condolences goes out to the family of my late uncle who passed away in the early hours of today, 26th November 2009.

Al-Fatihah

i want sushi!

I've been craving for sushi like crazy! Don't mind the picture, god knows what kind of sushi those are.

I'm craving for sushi from Takara, i still remember my sushi sungkais there where the food was fabulous. Now Takara is always or permanently close, its a pity cause i've made memories there; fun filled cherished memories ;p now i go to kaizen which is yummy in my tummy, but Takara forever is my number one.

So anyone wants to bring me out for some sushi? I'd love you to death :D

nasi katok owner earns 100k a month!

Sitting at DeRoyale i couldn't help but notice an email from a friend, it linked me to this. I couldn't believe it at first but it truly is an inspirational story. An example of hard work really pays! Reading his story and how he started from rags and now owning 8 European cars i am truly amazed. Kudos to you, and your success!

Now i'm craving for some nasi katok, especially Nasi Katok Mama!

to aspire?

Being only in year 12, i realize that every day that passes i get closer to graduating. It keeps me laying in bed every night thinking what i should do with my life. What course should i take, What University should i go to. Of course it would be UK. Where else kan? Courses which interest me are History, Geography, Archaeology, Geology, Sociology & Social Policy, Political & International Relations.
The Unis which in my perspective thats right for me are Warwick, Edinburgh, Southampton, Nottingham, York, Exeter.
Yes i know its all still in a mess, and a blur. Its just i don't really know what i aspire to be. First it was being a Lawyer, but talks after talks turned me off from Law.


Now to concentrate on sixth form first!

nut obsessed?

Joe takes his friend Steve hunting for the first time and reminds him to be still and keep quiet.

An hour into the woods, Joe hears Steve screaming behind him. "I thought I told you to be quiet!" says Joe.

"Hey, I kept quiet when the snake bit me," says Steve, "and I was quiet when the fox attacked me. But when the two chipmunks crawled up my pant leg just now, I heard one ask the other, 'Should we eat them now or take them with us?'"

Say Whut?

"Just because something doesn't do what you planned it to do doesn't mean it's useless." - Thomas A. Edison.

School this week has been a pain in the ass. Thank god, Thursday is off and International Day is on Friday; the only real reason why this week was look forward for.
And with Kani (my driver) all the way in Indonesia having his holiday cause his daughter is getting married; i will be practically stuck at home.

I see everybody so happy, so enthusiastic, it disgusts me. Lately i haven't been myself, tend to keep things to myself, always angry at the wrong times. I'm like one of those typical Bruneians who is so proud that they walk around jaling at people and give disgusted faces to people like their superior than them.
Yes i feel like that. How can i see myself that low? haah.

What happened to that proud, funny person i used to be? I blame my self-esteem. I act like every things okay, like every things really fine; i am just lying to myself. I'm so up my self, and still are. To say I'm a changed person would be a lie, i will forever be me, it's just now i just realize what i am.

If only i had a restart button, then everything would be different.